It was a different time. There were no accidental key presses Or swipes, or acts of feckless fat-fingering, And gestures weren’t reduced to fingertip gymnastics. There was enough paper, enough ink and the innocent audacity To write down our feelings in long winding sentences That began with “Dear” or “Dearest”, or “My dear, dear, darling.” I miss those cliché beginnings. They held meaning for me. Someone had taken the time To address me with a term of endearment. I couldn’t care less that everyone else used those same terms. I simply appreciated that they weren’t missing. I loved how when the writer ran out of space, and chose To cram one more thought in the margins, unaware That it would beget more thoughts, and more, until The letter, finally complete with marginalia, Looked like the treasure map that it truly was. If you paid close attention, you could just play back The actual scene of composition, feel the distractions, The afterthoughts and the gray comedy of being Human. You may detect mood. Maybe even madness. And “P.S.” had all the meaning and excitement Of a genuinely forgotten note added just in time, like: P.S. Kiss the baby for me. But by far, the single most powerful message a letter bore for me Was its confession of crumples witnessing that, at some point, It wasn't meant to be sent.
Poetry
Bowed
The more you reach
The more you grow
The harder you try
The higher you go
The higher you get
The lower you bow
It’ll be alright
It’ll work somehow
Do You Know
Of course it’s hard for you
He knows it’s hard for you
But you, my khalid, do you know
He knows it’s hard for you
Good Grief
Don’t pray for grief
No that’s just dumb
But host it kindly
When it comes
For hearts turn soft
By such a visit
And that is not
So bad now is it
Uncompromising
Ahad! said the man through the pain
They flogged him but he didn’t care
Ahad! was his only refrain
With forefinger raised in the air
Thankingly
My Lord how can I thank you when
Each instance of my thanking
Becomes reason to give thanks again
‘Ūd
When hearts are heavy
And eyes are wet
And skies are cast
With dark regret
Then burn the ‘ūd
Of sweet durūd
And let it rain
Just let it rain
Pleasure Bound
Ya Rabb
Incline my heart
To all that pleases You
And in Your pleasure let me find
My end
Idiot
Vast is the sea of imbecility
That stretches from the shores
Of instant gratification
To the seaside crags
Of I can’t wait to be patient
Proofing
If you concede
That you don’t know
How the next ten seconds
Of your life may go
Then the plans you make
Will rise and bake
At temperatures
Even and low